the way she runs her fingers through my hair
the way she massages my mind
the way the sound of her voice can excite, yet soothe me at the same time
the way I can’t sleep until I hear her faint snoring
the way she has become my drug
the way her eyes can speak to me and tell me how she’s feeling
the way I have gone over a year in talking to her everyday
the way I can go on and on about everything about her
the way she has transformed me; she has upgraded me; she has shown me things I never would have thought of
the way she loves me
the way we have become One.
the way she runs her fingers through my hair
When you get fly as fuck and ya plans get canceled
Yes, I’m just going to title this straight up like that. I just want her to know (if she reads this, and to everyone else) how simply amazing she is.
This weekend was such a busy weekend, but also such a great weekend. Not only did my Filipino Org at JMU win both Men’s and Co-Ed’s championships and go undefeated for the day, but the Special Olympics I am helping in coaching also went undefeated (3 teams went a total of 3-0, = 9-0). This weekend was filled with minimal sleep and long hours on the road. I could talk about our weekend at VT and how proud I am of our org this weekend, and I could talk about how proud I am of our athletes this weekend in winning 1st place for all three teams - but instead I’m going to tell you what was the greatest win of this weekend~
Teeny. Teeny was here this weekend to cheer me on at the football tournament and also was there to watch the Special Olympic games. She sacrificed leaving her puppy Bella with a friend and spent the weekend with me. She was the one I could count on to help me with anything I needed this weekend - from asking for gum before every game to asking her to drive to and from Virginia Tech. Never this weekend did I hear her complain about anything but rather she would just help me with whatever I needed. At football, she could have easily complained about the sun bearing down on her and giving her a headache, she could have argued with me and said that she’s driven too much this weekend, she could have been upset about how little sleep we got this weekend, and more of all she could have been angry about her not being able to eat at Home Place this weekend. But what she did was do everything she could to help me, physically and mentally. She bought me food during football so I wouldn’t starve, she cheered me on every single game of mine, and skipped out on Home Place because she would rather be there for me.. even if she doesn’t really understand football as much lol. Whatever it was she was not only my number 1 fan but also the one person I could count on for whatever it may be.
Weekends like these make me fall in love with her all over again. At times I am very guilty in taking her for granted - as bad as that is - but with times like these they re-open my eyes to show me the woman that I fell in love with from the get-go. The most loving, caring, funny, silly, and supportive woman I have ever met. To this day, it astonishes me in realizing how freaking lucky I am to have such an amazing woman in my life. As much as it pains me everyday in having to deal with the distance - every single ounce of sacfrice is worth it the moment I am in her presence. She is my princess and the driving force in my life right now. And I am loving every single moment of it.
so proud of my FAM!!! SWEPT the D7 invitational w/ CO-ED & MENS CHAMPIONS!!!! #KAINNA!!!!!!! #IAMBECAUSEWEARE
WE COMIN FO YOU D7!!!! #feb22nd #wegonshocktheworld #famjmu
When “i” is replaced with “we” even illness becomes wellness.
the beautiful thing about “feelings” or like, someone’s “feng shui” is that it can make someone’s day that much better. you know how people say like, “oh, i got a good morning call/text from him or her, signs of a great day!” that’s so terrific to hear. lol it really is. it’s great to see connection from one being to another. it’s great to see how one person’s actions can have such a great impact in your life! and that’s pretty much true for every ya know?
but with all good things come the bad. the other side. if someone’s gloomy when you’re talking to them, short answers, bleh-type answers. it’s like, damn dude bish don’t kill my vibe! and if that person really means a whole lot to you then that will affect you even more. it just makes you think a lot. it’s something’s crashing and that person is taking you down with you.
whatever’s happening right now. whatever’s going on, i don’t know. it’s like my whole world is so very slightly just turning upside down. maybe for the better or who knows. it just feels like a tunnel. but i can tell it’s a tunnel where while i may be leaving stuff behind, i’m stepping into new grounds - a new light right in front of you.
maybe i’m maturing, or maybe i’m becoming more knowledgable of the world or something lol. i’m Yeezus. idk. just whatever i’ve been feeling the past couple days i wouldn’t say i like it.. but i wouldn’t say i don’t like it either.
max capacity has been reached. idk what it is, but i can just feel something.
one of the greatest hip-hop albums of all time!
happy 10th year anniversary College Dropout!!!!!
NBA Basketball Recap: Final statistics from the Portland Trail Blazers vs. Washington Wizards game played on February 03, 2014